of change growing..

change

   [cheynj]  Show IPA verb, changed, chang·ing,noun

verb (used with object)

1.

to make the form, nature, content, future course, etc., of(something) different from what it is or from what it wouldbe if left alone: to change one's name; to change one's opinion; to change the course of history.

2.

to transform or convert (usually followed by into): The witch changed the prince into a toad.

3.

to substitute another or others for; exchange for something else, usually of the same kind: She changed her shoes whenshe got home from the office.

4.

to give and take reciprocally; interchange: to change places with someone.

5.

to transfer from one (conveyance) to another: You'll have to change planes in Chicago.

We can look at change at so many ways. Based on perception, there is no right or wrong to how one choose to look at it. As for me, I look as change (for the better) as growth.

Everyone has their moments of growing up. Whether it be physically or even mentally. I always see growing up as something very positive. Not just because Im short and thats why growing vertically is of course a wonderful thing. But because as we grow, we get to see things in a much bigger picture, we get to see things more clearly, we do things with more sense and more consideration. Yes, it sounds oh so complicated. But thats what growing is all about. Thats for me at least.

Growing, learning. It doesnt happen if you just sit there and wait. You learn and grow from an incident, from a lesson, or from a person. Not knowing that you have so much more to grow, might save u the hardship of going through the whole process. But that makes you one step less from being more than what you can be.

of a phase...

This, phase, has already brought me nothing but feel crap about myself.

And if it were to be a catalyst to lose what I treasure so much now,  I dont know how am I to live through that. Just thinking about it now is killing me already, of losing what I foolishly unknowingly got.