I wonder if people still do come time to time to check my blog.. (Thank you for still tuning in!)
Anyways...
It's been a rough, long, and winding journey i chose to embark.. I think i know why, and I still dont know how.. But now, hand-in-hand with people I treasure, things certainly has started to move on smoothly.. Move Along - AAR
"Are you happier now?" A very interesting way to sum up what I'm feeling at the moment.. You see, happiness (from my point of view) in this case wont and cant mean the same thing before and after the incident.. duh i was happy while it lasted, but after giving it some thoughts and some time to digest it, happiness wasn't what i could find there.. Realizing that it was all just my own hallucination.. Realization, my friends, is one big step; Accepting, is another; Overcoming, that takes a whole new level.
Moving from then, till now, it takes some just a few winks and they're here; Some took more than just a few; And some just cant seem to.. For me, I consider myself lucky for again, having these special people in life (I should give them a name), I have the chance to look at it and look at the bright side. I've drowned so many times in this situation and resurfaced with a new lesson learned.. This, is another form of happiness to me.. To know that, Hey! you know, this could be something.. This IS something.. This is IT!
=D
Anyways...
It's been a rough, long, and winding journey i chose to embark.. I think i know why, and I still dont know how.. But now, hand-in-hand with people I treasure, things certainly has started to move on smoothly.. Move Along - AAR
"Are you happier now?" A very interesting way to sum up what I'm feeling at the moment.. You see, happiness (from my point of view) in this case wont and cant mean the same thing before and after the incident.. duh i was happy while it lasted, but after giving it some thoughts and some time to digest it, happiness wasn't what i could find there.. Realizing that it was all just my own hallucination.. Realization, my friends, is one big step; Accepting, is another; Overcoming, that takes a whole new level.
Moving from then, till now, it takes some just a few winks and they're here; Some took more than just a few; And some just cant seem to.. For me, I consider myself lucky for again, having these special people in life (I should give them a name), I have the chance to look at it and look at the bright side. I've drowned so many times in this situation and resurfaced with a new lesson learned.. This, is another form of happiness to me.. To know that, Hey! you know, this could be something.. This IS something.. This is IT!
=D
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