piciezs from past...

ere are some pics from the past month maybe? havnt had a chance to post them cuz kinda short on time... =) enjoy!!

MSB

my 'date' - me - shyen - panda - yv
me!
reena - me
er... yea...

aka - jam - jem

GOLF

swing swing
bamm bammm
woosh woosh
hamster woods

stylo milo

PONTENG...

k... ere's d story... one fine saturday when thr was schl... YES schl... i reached schl, went to my class.. d bell rang n i waited.. alone!! no one showed up... so i waited again... jeng jeng! syauqi showed up... amazing rite? then... tg.daniel showed up too.. we decided to walk outta schl to d futsal court sumwhr near schl... got so bored and i texted reena... it was yew vinn's b'day... turned out she was coming to ss18 too... so she picked me up on the way to d bball court and this was wat we did... =)

me - reena - xy
mengada...

time to ss baybeh!!

you can check out somemore pics i took in reenaxy.blogspot.com

KBU TRIP!! =) *boring*

d class
d ex-wife

d class b4 d trip

d very bored jem

d VERY bored jem... (nadra d campfire song singin sensation)

d jem
d shulyn stare... >.>

CHELSEA vs MALAYSIA XI

lucky me... i got free tickets to go watch d match on tuesday... some sms contest by maxis... so, went thr wit my bro... after redeeming d tics, found out it was grandstand tics!! yeahman... went through d gates n dapat free makan n minum smore... though, it wasnt really tasty.. hahax.. what's to complain? it's free!! n being a true malaysian, anythin free jus take!! haha... got free posters too... watched d match... chelsea obviously won... 2-0!! deco was amazin!! keke... still, i'll be faithfull to d one n only....... MANCHESTER UNTIED FC... =D

err... that "guy" next to me supposed to be lampard...
stanford d maskott!!
the match was brought to you by.. samsung... nice looking phones wit shity functions!!
i was THIS close to d players... =D

oops?

k.. after tat 'emo' post of mine, i got a comment from a close friend.. she's right too! she roughly jus said that letting go sometimes is not a choice? or something like that? shits... i forgot!! =S neways, what she said hit me in d head too.. got me thinkin for few days/nights.. yea..

was sick for almost a week.. on sunday, i felt my whole body achin.. really achin.. felt really uncomfortable.. went for lunch at HOLIDAY VILLA.. yes... again.. (had MSB thr d night b4)... didnt have any appetite.. =S went to SweaPhin's hse after that for meeting.. felt dead but still put a smile on... =) later in d evenin me n my fam went to our club in bukitjalil for a swim.. my dad was practising his golf swing at d driving range n i went to give it a try.. boy o boy u do not wanna play golf while havin body aches.. ouch!! but still i whacked a few balls thr... =X swim swim swim.. dinner dineer dinner.. then.. FEVER!!

woke up d next mornin *pssss* HAWT!! skipped schl n slept all day...

woke up d NEXT mornin *psss* HAWT AGAIN!! skipped schl n slept all day.. went to d clinic n found out i have a throat infection.. =S

fely btr d next day n went to schl.. had a trip on thurs... B-O-R-I-N-G!! indescribable!! shitness... it made my fever come back again.. came home n took a few pills.. was about to sleep till *beep* "leave now la! =)"... OMG... promised huakit to have 'lunch' b4 tuition at McD... so got my ass up n zoom ova.. keke.. here comes d naughty part, i bought myself a Mcflurry despite coughin like hell.. YUM!! ate that while finishin my test in tuition too.. amazingly.. my cough stopped!! wakaka...

its gettin quite late now n gotta get some rest for SATURDAY schl tmr... >.>

nytz world!!

p.s i dont mind being overprotective if it makes u happy!!(somehow) XD

........

"at least she's still alive"

thank you venice for "enlightening" me last sunday... and yes... i should be thankfull n greatfull that she still walks, talks n breathes...

okay. guys n gals ladies n gentle-lelakis. last sunday in d weekly TQG we had a "sharing/discussion" session. which i felt was VERRRY much benefitial to me. why? cause i learnt to LET GO. not exactly succesive in tat YET but i'll get it. d topic of d day was "stress". broken up in groups : family, friends, studies, peer preasure (i think) and last but not least --->

re-la-tion-ships.

i chose to squeeze myself into tat group bcuz for the past weeks or so, i've been... how should i put it? hangin... as in. din know how should i feel. or wht to do. or how to react. cuz, i tend to think bout it alot. n, it's somehow stupid but... i jus cant help it. not tat i'm feeling like tat anymore but yea. it still pops up once in awhile. to end d misery, thank d stars that sis.venice was d feci for my group!

sooo... 1st things 1st... factors tat i personally felt was related to my "so-called stress" was something i'd like to call ~the after effects~ aka lepas putus cinta. my reasons leading to tat factor was bcuz i kept missin, thinkin, sobbing inside bout d whole thing. why? god knows y my brain works tat way!! XS neways. bac to d topic. i soon learnt tat evryone faces d same prob too. jus tat, some takes a longer time n some jus... in a snap of a finger n they'll be smillin like nothin ever happened. also, i learnt tat love, thr's no "i equally love u". thr's gotta be someone giving n someone on d other end. n when it's all said n done, be my guest n guess who's d one who's more 'hurt'. k... enuff said thr.

next, i'd like to say i'm on d verge on letting it all jus slip away. how?

1) distractions

i commited myself to sports. workin out. chey! spendin more time at home wit my fam. stay as far away from d things/place/words/songs tat'll remind me of it.

2) friends

here, i'd jus like to say i have a whole LOT of it which i sincerely appreciate evry single one of them. got so much consoling, sharing, emo-ing. d phrase i find most annoyin comin from guys/gals is "thr are still many fishes in the sea" and "it's not the end of the world". PPL!! I WASNT GONNA KILL MYSELF nor did i say i wouldnt get over it!! it's jus hard...

owh daym! couldnt rmb some of it dee!!

errr... i'll jus cut it short la....

after goin through all d points tat i feel i have checked to "get over" IT... it came down to a conclusion that all i need now is... TIME... FRIENDS... LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!! then, a whisper sessions went on wit me n sis.venice. she told me tat i should be thankfull for that she's still around. around in the sense that she's alive and that i could make changes with wat i have now n d situations i'm in. n to think it in a bigger scale, it's jus nothingness. in the sense that, take all this tat's happenin. n perhaps, compare it to the earth. water, land, plants etc. wats all thr's left? give it a thought... i might not put it in a right way but jus stop n not stare but THINK... n so.. i did... to come to a conclusion tat, hey!! it's so easy after all... jus... let go n thr u have it!

~nothingness~

to frenz like my sexy othniel, if only i could post along a song that i feel is perfect for this very post. but sadly. i tak tahu how. =( neways, it's a song by a person really close tittled: ~i'll be fine~

here again, i'd like to thank evryone that has been "layan-ing" me through diz aka emo time... i'm all btr now n its b cuz of

YOU!!!

love, xoxo

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Instructions:Remove one question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.
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1. At what age you wished to marry?
?!?!?!?!.

2.Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
MUAHAHA.. sounds fun...

3. Do you smoke?
wth?! NO!!
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4. What is the latest gadget that you own?
ipod(b'day gift).

5. Who did you mostly texted yesterday?
jamie.

6. How old are you and are you a virgin?
17, yes?.

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
hmmm... i have my OWN money?.

8. Chocolates , Oreo or Vanilla?
CHocs mend broken hearts.

9. Where do you wish to get married?
by the beach.

10. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by love?
accordin to my last post, till i d moment i say "i do".

11. How many kids do you want?
1+1+1.

12.What is your full name?
Jeremy Kuan Zhong YAng.

13. Name the latest book you bought?
*shit! we cant buy textbooks nymore*.

14. Do you prefer mother or father?
having both, i'm already happy.

15.who are you missing right now?

her =S.

16.Name the first person that came into ur mind.
eeek!! SUNG.

17. The most exciting place you want to go?
dreamland.

18. What is your favourite colour?
bluee.

19.Do you believe in God?
definately.
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20. What are you doing right now?
texting.

i tag:

you

youuu

youuuu

u!

YOUUU!!

marriAGE

teehee!! got diz e-mail from someone n feel tat it should be shared!! enjoy!! =)

1.Marriage is not a word. It's a sentence (a life sentence).

2.Marriage is love. Love is blind. Therefore marriage is an institution for the blind.

3.Marriage is an institution in which a man loses his Bachelor's Degree and the woman gets her masters.

4.Marriage is a three-ring circus:engagement ring, wedding ring and suffeRING.

5.Married life is full of excitement and frustration: In the first year of marriage,the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the NEIGHBOUR listens.

6.Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with friends.You order what you want, and when you see what the other person has, you wish you had ordered that instead.
7.There was this man who muttered a few words in the church
and found himself married. A year later he mutteredsomething in his sleep and found himself divorced.
8.A happy marriage is a matter of giving and taking; the husband gives and the wife takes.

9.Son: How much does it cost to get married, Dad? Father:
I don't know s on, I'm still paying for it.
10.Son: Is it true Dad? I heard that in ancient China , a man doesn't
know his wifeuntil he marries her. Father:
That happens everywhere, son, EVERYWHERE!
11. Love is one long sweet dream, and marriage is the alarm clock.

12. They say that when a man holds a woman's hand before marriage, it is love;after marriage it is self-defense.

13.When a newly married man looks happy, we know why. But when a 10-year married man looks happy,we wonder why.

14.There was this lover who said that he would go through hell for her. They got married,and now he is going through HELL.

16.When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her.

17.Eighty percent of married men cheat in America , the rest cheat in Europe .

18.After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin. They just can't face each other, but they still stay together.

19.Marriage is man and a woman become one. The trouble starts when they try to decide which one.

20.Before marriage, a man yearns for the woman he loves. After the marriage the 'Y' becomes silent.

21.I married Miss right; I just didn't know her first name was Always.

22.It's not true that married men live longer than single men, it only seems longer.

23.Losing a wife can be hard. In my case, it was almost impossible.

24.A man was complaining to a friend: I HAD IT ALL-MONEY, A BEAUTIFUL HOUSE, THE LOVE OF A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, THEN POW! IT WAS ALL GONE. WHAT HAPPENED, asked his friend. He says MY WIFE FOUND OUT.

25.WIFE: Let's go out and have some fun tonight. HUSBAND: OK, but if you get home before I do, leave the hallway lighs on.

26.At a cocktail party, one woman said to another: AREN'T YOU WEARING YOUR RING ON THE WRONG FINGER? The other replied, YES, I, AM. I MARRIED THE WRONG MAN.

27.Man is incomplete until he gets married, then he is finished.

28.It doesn't matter how often a married man changes his job,he still ends up with the same boss.
29.A man inserted an ad in the paper - WIFE WANTED. The next day
he receivd a hundred of letters and they all said the - YOU CAN HAVE MINE.
30.When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing - either the car is new or the wife is.

marriage... wonder how it'll feel like one day... one thing's for sure, i'll try not to think like all mentioned above... i'll TRY!! XD