a twist in my story

Slow down, the world isn’t watching us break down

It’s safe to say we are alone now, we’re alone now

Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver

I’m counting the seconds until you break the silence

So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting

The shouting turns to tears

Your tears turn into laughter

And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn’t matter to me

I’ll give up all I had just to breathe

The same air as you till the day that I die

I can’t take my eyes off of you

And I’m longing, for words to describe how I’m feelingI’m feeling inspired

My world just flip turned upside down

It turns around, say what’s that sound

It’s my heart beat, it’s getting much louder

My heart beat, is louder than ever

I’m feeling alive, I’m feeling alive

My whispers turn to shouting

The shouting turns to tears

Your tears turn into laughter

And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn’t matter to me

I’ll give up all I had just to breathe

The same air as you till the day that I die

can’t take my eyes off of you

I’m finally waking up, a twist in my story

It’s time I open up, and let your love right through me

I’m finally waking up, a twist in my story

It’s time I open up, and let your love right through me

That’s what you get,

you see your life in someone else’s eyes

That’s what you get, that’s what you get

So you see, this world doesn’t matter to me

I’ll give up all I had just to breathe

The same air as you till the day that I die

I can’t take my eyes off of you

world doesn’t matter to me

I’ll give up all I had just to breathe

The same air as you till the day that I die

can’t take my eyes off of you

freedom?

gone....

kumpulan 9

campzilla... WAS A BLAST!! at least, group 9 made it a blast!! haha... gosh... so much to say bout camp tat i'm lz to typr it all out... jus ask me bout it la k? i'll tell it 2 u from 1st day tilll d last day... muahah... went bac to schl diz week... =S supposed to hav bball MSSD but it got postponed till next week... more time to train? as if it makes a diff la... haiz... =( well... wish us d best of luck... haha... got bac a few test papers diz week... *shakes head* no comment la... haiz... parents are at my neck d... =0 die-ed... tmr's a hol!! no trainin... means... SLEEP!!! muahaha... hope my parents gimme a day off? haha... been tryin to study for d past few days... keke... buat baik a lil la... XD well... really tired today... gonna hit d sack n wake up later for "man utd VS bolton"... muahha... nytyz!! =)

solja boiii!!!

pack pack pack

it's CAMPZILLA tmr!! muahaha... all set n ready to go... hav my checklist done too!! here it is:

baju

seluar

baju dalam

seluar dalam

baju panas

baju sejuk

tuala

berus gigi

cleanser (untuk muka)

ubat gigi

wax rambut

deodorant

ubat untuk chase nyamuk

bag tidur

dan banyak banyak water!!

had bball trainin again diz mornin... MSSD NEXT MONDAY!!! argh... we'll be playin in an indoor stadium... cool aye? haha... went 'yumcha' after tat wit sy, darren, shawn, adrian... walked home after a long drag at parkway... reason wuz cuz all of us malas wanna go bac n do NOTHIN!! yea... tatz d life... held my physics textbook for hours witout anythin goin into my brain... haha... amazin aye? lol... went to d padang for bball near my hse but ended up catchin up wit jia wen... good fren of mine... haha... got bac home n finish up packin for camp tmr... got a text from swea phin... 12A1s!!! giler proud of her... cant blive how happy i am wei... haha.. chunted shitz!! well... btr get goin now... taa!!

BOREDOM!!

wth man... slept at 3++ diz mornin... THEN!! my mum woke me up early in d mornin... entah wanna do wat!! ish... dun care n went bac to sleep... she continued wakin me up again after tat... SIAOW wei.. hOLS la... ish... no choice la... woke up n had mum's homemade donuts!! yummy... haha... giler banyak choc on top wei... lol... studied a lil till lunch... (AMAZIN RITE?) haha... after lunch it wuz a one way street to dreamland!! slept till 4++ in d evenin n ere i am again!! haha... sienness... sleepyness... tonite havin add math tuition... gettin results from last week's test... die wei... haha... XP wish me luck!! n peeps tat got thier results for SPM todae... update me!! keke... =)

ma shoelace

mah putus-ed shoelace shoe... =(

bright n early i woke up diz morn.. slept kinda EARLY diz mornin... haha... wuz watchin sum movies on d com... *shhh* mum doesnt knows... sigh.. i'm basically "grounded" by my parents... jus yesterday they were sayin tat NO this n NO that anymore... haiz... oh rite! today... wuz rushed by my sis cuz her trainin starts at 7:30... BUT MINE STARTS AT 8!! ish... reached schl n thr were a few gals from d schl team shootin sum hoops d... shawn wuz thr readin his book... i wuz like... WTH!! 0.0''....... waited... waited... waited... finally when evry1 arrived, we walked ova to d other court whr my bro n his teammates were thr playin d... as ussual we changed into out gears n started playin too... me, kenny, kuan zee, azrul, allen, kahweng... theese are d peeps playin for d "main" team... sy n d rest is in d other half... muahaaha!! WEDGES,NUGGETS n FRIES were our tactics used for my squad... owh!! n a new one we invented today... GOYANG!! haha... wuz *erghm* trashin my bro's team n suddenly i felt my shoelace were untied.. bent down to realise tat... WTHECK!! putus... macam jamie durin MSSd... haha... u'll get to see d pics later.. haha.. after d game wuz ova, we went bac to schl to go see d CAMPZILLA organizers... found out tat they were testin sum games n it wuz... er... no comment la... haha... went down to 14 for a meal... i ordered PAN MEE... keke... wuz talkin wit d guys n d waiter who wuz servin chic.rice came... n i bodoh bodoh said "sini!! sini!!" so she gave me d plate of chic.rice... baru i rmb-ed i ordered PAN MEE!!! haha... zha dou man... rugi... "donated" my plate of chic.rice to kahweng aka eatin machine... lol... wei nian came along wit his frenz too!! thr wuz a guy in NS uniform... then only i rmb-ed tat d NS peeps are bac today!! texted my pet-sis rite away... haha... after finishin, mum picked me, sis n bro from d shop n now here i am... mandi d la of coz!! haha... neways... gtg... mum naggin at me again... sigh...

WELCOME HOME NS PEEPS!! AND GOOD LUCK TMR FOR THOSE PPL TAKIN THIER RESULTS!! =)

OMG.... been ages since i logged in... hhaa... sorrie for not updatin for such a loooong time....its been a swirl....

-thr wuz schl exams tat i hav to prepare myself for but i didnt *ooops*... so wheneva i get to answer for my papers, it wuz a miracle!! muahaha.... durin d physics paper, dunno watz d deal wit my sej teacher... she wuz freakin suspectin me n a bunch of frenz for cheatin!! i wuz like... WTH!!! nvm tat... exams diz time is gonna screw my freedom... haiz... parents are gonna be more strict for slackin off... =S

-thr wuz d all amazin MSSD volleyball... we trained weeks b4 n had a break durin d examination week... on d day tat all our papers were done, we start trainin again... needless to say, we still wasnt TAT GOOD.... sobs... "if only we trained earlier" "if only we had taller ppl" "if only he wuz more serious".... IF iF IF!!! tatz all they can say.... drives me nuts.... argh!! tell ya'ii more bout MSSD volley.... on d 1st day, we were all pumped up n geared up ready to go... naik bus je then all tidur d.... potong giler... reached SK n all i see is LALA ppl walikn around... gals wit thier hair ZZZZTTT cut across n thiers sox were till thier knees!!! fashion crisis... guys were happily walkin wit thier bell bottoms... we were like... OMGWTF!!! haaha.... playd our 1st match wit SJ... lost... 2nd match wit seafield... lost... n dun get me started on our last match... d only thing i wuz proud of tat mtach wuz i got a point from my 1st spike!! muahaha... we really had fun though...

-thr wuz d gals volley MSSD... me, ying, der n ed went to cheer d gals on... went thr n d 1st thing we did wuz line up for d burgers... haha... cheerin for d gals wuz EXTREMELY fun... i wuz a butler/towel boy/water boy though... no regrets!! haha... she wuz so nervous b4 tat but played freakinly awesome!! duh... cuz she had a good cheerleader... CHEY!! end of d day... both u-18 n u-15 got through to d next day wit no lost at all... SU!! alrite... went to cheer again on d second day, it was all smiles... good for them i think to myself... d gals played against sriKL, sriK n 8rock today... durin d sriKL match, my "master" got hurt badly... scraped sum skin off her fingers wei... d pbsm thr... CAN NOT GO!! no license wei... applied sum medications ova d wounds n she wuz like cryin n laughin at d same time!! tears were runnin down her cheeks... pity her... she played even btr today... superwoman wei... haha... dive! dive! lol... went bac to schl n it was boredom all d way!! sien...

-went out wit d volley peeps on sat... wasnt allowed to go at 1st but still went for awhile... haha... surprised them by popping out from nowhr... haha... we had pizza for dinner... CQ n pau wuz like "we can eat this!!" "we can finish diz!!"... pfft... end up oso kena tapau sum food bac... haha... jo n me renewed our mcD cards... macam mother n son we walked to mcD je... haha... -fat ppl are harder to kidnap- tatz wat her t-shirt says... lol... had to leave early cuz my parents only let me join d group for awhile... sobs... buhbyes were handed out... =(

-watched stepup2 wit tal n mun!!! ya'll MUST go watch wei... FREAKIN nice!! haha... had to rush home again after tat cuz sis had bball trainin... potong giler... haiz...

sorry for d long post diz time... summareised evrythin ere... haha... u can get d more detailed of any story from me anytime... XD for now... BUH BYE!!!! XD

me n my mummay!!
us gamblin... XD
bros (n sis) b4 hoes
my cous's son!!
reunion diinar!!

second day of chinese new year.... had a better time yesterday thnx to my cous who came to my grandma's place from KOTA BAHRU... we went out after dinner n jus walked around town... b4 we left d house, grandma shouted at us... "WHY ALL THE GANGSTERS GOIN OUT??!!" only to found out tat we were ALL in black... haha...
d town wuz SO FREAKIN EMPTY!! could jus walk in d midddle of d street like ur dad owns it... probably cuz evry1 wuz still havin dinner... later, we went bac to d hse n started gamblin... *stoopid mosquitoes* my other cous wuz workin on a pic whr she put all d pics we took on new years... not bad la... i could do btr... hehe... tired of gamblin *N LOOSIN*, my cous (bi) drag-ed me along to play FIFA wit him... DA PAU all d way.. haha... no one wuz my match thr.. CHEY!!
*sniff sniff* i smelt LO MAI KAI... d mum's were makin fresh lo mai kai in the kitchen... AT 11++ p.m... yea.. crazy rite? lol... wit nothin to do, we started gamblin again... diz time round, i won quite an amount!! muahaha... wuz chased to bed after awhile.. wuz tired neways... so... ZZzzZZ!!

CNY!!!

gosh... its SO quite diz year bac in home town... dun seem to have d mood yet... but its CNY already!! got my 1st Ang paO on monday... hopin toget a whole lot more!! muhaha... slept at 3 last nite... woke up at 4... we left d hse around 4.30 AM!! skipped tons of traffic... not tat i was even awake d whole journey... stopped at kuala lipis for sum famous HAKKA MEE... not tat nice oso... XP went bac into d car n continue d journey while i sleep again.. reached grandma's hse at 10++... lurkin around d hse wit nothin to do.. fell asleep again on da couch... haha... had steamboat for our reunion dinner... bloated wei!! bagua... *slrrrp* cant hav CNY witout it.. haha.... now.. sitin alone in my uncle's shop... sien... think i'll go get sum rest now... hope tmr will be as joyful as when i was a kid... good memories....

me n dad camwhorin at parade...
a lil sticker written by my fren.. ebenaser...

Gosh.. its been awhile since I last posted… so many happened… as usual la… at least d hotline for 999 cooled down diz few weeks.. ahha..

O0o0.. we finally got our class t-shirt done!! BLARDY NICE wei… credits to chooi si our class monitor… she did most of d designin n getting d shirt done… so.. anything u wanna noe.. ASK HER!! Haha…. Had Tal comin ova to tutor me… she finally ‘showed me the light’ to chemistry… haha… hope it doesn’t wear out after CNY!! XP

A trip to Rumah Kids was a chance for us Youth Section to go visit our FRIENDS in klang… really touched by diz fren of mine who’s from tat place… asked if he had any close frens thr, he said he had none… “ur my good fren” he says… Ebenaser Peter…sorry if I misspelled ur name! YOU”RE MY FREN TOO!! Got ‘down n dirty’ tryin to finish up d “gingies” n did sum hand prints… really cool idea!! Went bac to DON sushi for dinner tat night… my fav manager wasn’t thr… things hasn’t change much thr.. saw few familiar faces n made fun of old staffs… keke…

SUNDAY!!! Anne marie’s burfday… a few of us went to pyramid to celebrate… Helena couldn’t stop laughin at lunch… tsk tsk… xiao zha bo! Watched SWEENEY TODD!!
-thr was a barber n his wife- all of us couldn’t get d song outda our heads… n d silver blade tat slashed those throaths *slssshhh* for dinner, we went ova to grandma’s hse in Klang… fell asleep after dinner while msgin… haha…

After accounts tuition, we went for a drink at Bistro… apparently Xian’s sis jus came bac… we played d numbers game which TILL NOW I couldn’t figure out… owh… brayn, jia sheen n a bunch of other seniors were thr too.. played a fool n sang for brayn to asked for donations like d pair of ladies who came to d table n did d same… from far, “HAMSTER!” they shouted… it was Venice, junkeat n Pei hao… they were thr after their haircut… haha… AT NITE!!?? Weird… went home n continued chatin… slept rite after tat…

Last day of schl b4 CNY!! Couldn’t feel a bit of d CNY mood… sigh… guess it’s been like tat for some years now… well… hope d trip bac to hometown tmr will change tat…
Skipped tuition today too… lazy la… went to schl instead to play vball/bball wit jamie…had quite sum fun even when it rained… juniors came down n played too… kaki ponteng all… haha…

Highlight of the week : “I’m sure you’re able to overcome any obstacle that comes your way. I see that strength.. in you. The will and power.”

me n phin at appreciation dinner...
d committee for 15 NOW!!

been awhile since i've updated... well... new year, new &^$^ rules... ONLY ALLOWED ON9 WEEKENDS!! sad huh? much more restricttions added jus coz of my dear SPM!! not even allowed to join any committee... argh!! drives me nuts... =S

last week has been a whirl!! SHIT HAPPENS... tatz all i can say... tryin hard to comfort ppl who jus wont listen aint easy... gettin “thanked” for sumthin I didn’t do feels all so “GREAT”… haiz… nothing to say bout tat la… close one eye n forget it neva happened…

*ass smackin* sumthin I picked up from my goodie fren… u know who u are… haha…

Getting to go for d YS-NOW-appreciation dinner wuz a BLAST!! Had to skip Von’s b’day party though.. feel real bad bout tat… chipped in for her prezzie… cant b’live they bought her “tat”… hahah

Suppose to be in a frenz place playin spongebob monopoly now but thnx to my parents.. I’m stuck home… haiz… cant further my skills in ass smackin… sobs…

gettin sick diz days... sore throat, flu, feel like a fever's comin up... =S

o well, tmr goin ova to li’s hse for ESt presentation thingy in d mornin… then tuition… WHY!?!? O0o0o… then its su ann’s party !! hope it’ll be another blast… getting to meet my ex-classmates from primary… whee!!

reunion!!

wowie!! gettin to meet YDC 16-ers again diz saturday... may be d last time some of us meet but i hope we'll cherish d nite!! bestie said she has a surprise for me... wonder wat it is...

list of ppl i cant wait to see:

alvin

daniel

swea phin

yvonne

carmen

jaaz reen

DAVID (mycucu)

tal (funny gal)

shya

venice

and all d others... sorry if i didnt list ya... kinda in a rush now... =(

gotta end ere... gonna sweat a lil at d field.. =)

my precious....

WHEEE!!!

finally dad bought me a new guitar... searched hi low far near... choose diz choose tat... then… we found IT!! kinda costly though.. feel guilty too.. haha... o well... XD

muahaha

tmr havin volley... finally managed to get ppl to come... really sorry ya'll hav to wake up on a holiday though...

haiz… now schl starts… fun ends… my parents are leeting me go on9 only on weekends.. sad… hav to take a break from d TQG comm soon too… but I still wanna be a part of it… dad says no… =( TDC 10!!! Owh man… it’ll be AWESOME if I’d get to be part of d committee again… workin wit my close frens… wat could top tat!??! Jus hope I’ll still be able to be part of it…

well… gotta end ere now… dunnno when can I post my next one… I hope soon… for now.. taaa!!

2nd day of schl...

botak jemm...
_new hairdo for d new year_

stayed bac after schl cuz sis wanted to... xueli asked to teman her down to 14 to get some stuff... a whole lot of frus/stress n fun of coz choosin n lookin through the coloured papers... couldnt blive we spent more than an hour thr...went bac to schl n lepak awhile... slept in the afternooon... tuition at nite wuz fun.. get to tease mr.sim n watch him turn red like a big tomato head.. haha...

my first..

-happy new year-
-new year, new resolutions-
-big year for a lil guy like me- SPM
-first day of schl tmr-feel like its jus gonna be d same like any other year-
-meetin old frenz n makin new ones thnx to YDC-
its been a great 07 n hope 08 will be btr!!